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a place to rest and calm my head
what’d you expect
when you never thought that you’d
be comfortable?

dead weight go through the motion.
it’s a path that leads back to no one.
i just try to make you happy.
just try to make you want me.

part of me, just part of me
wanted this to work
just part of me
wanted you to cum first,
wanted this to be the end.
just part of me
wanted you to be dead.

i sit at your table
eat your bread, your wine, your hands.
you’re made for me,
but i wanted you to be dead.
and you’re not there.
you’re not there with a flower in you’re hair,
at the top of my stairs.
you’re not there.

part of me
wanted this to work. (i know, i know)
just part of me
wanted you to cum first,
wanted you at you’re worst,
wanted this to be the end.
just part of me wanted you to be dead.

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from Blood & Water, released January 12, 2018

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